You all know me better when I am out of my mind. Today I decided to open a new blog to deal with myself. Hi. My name is Scott and I am an addict. Today I just drink but my past says otherwise. I am not a bad man but I am lonely. Every day is a battle and it is getting harder every day.. I lost so much as a child and even more as a man. A man, yeah, okay!

So now this is my little house of horrors. I will share to friends the truth I have hidden but I am tired of running. Today I want to share. I figure this is my own little place and I welcome a friend to comment and even slap me back to reality. I welcome old friends and new.

I know this one might be a shocker but I love you all (old friends) and I hope you do not leave me any more alone than I already am.