I thought of you today as I walked alone. The rain feel around me but when it came to you a gentle drop of rain fell upon my cheek and mixed with my tears and I was lost again.
No one said it would be easy but no one said it was going to be this hard. I just want to breathe before I take another step. I can't help but to walk away but what is going to happen when I continue to want to walk back to the beautiful person I had to leave behind? I find myself holding one foot in place as I look around for my love. As she walks by without any notice of me, I melt like summer snow in the middle of winter. My heart melts at the thought of her and then I grow cold as an Alaskan tundra. The wind blows memories across my mind as I swim in snow angels to find the burning heart I left behind.
I reach out and stretch forth my hand. My finger tips touched yours and I failed to grip an already limp hand. In the past you called for help and every time I reached out but you let go. I wonder what it is going to feel like when I don't reach out the next time. My phone is open to everyone but my heart is closed thanks to my last try at love.
I only wanted to give you a life time of love. Sorry I disappointed you but I will never stop loving you.
by Angie (PM , CC ) on Tuesday December 25, 2007 @ 7:17 PM
Thank you Angie. I thought I whispered to the winds and my words were lost. I had a good day and I hope you did as well. It was quiet here but not for much longer as make ready for a new work week and get to see my grandchild again.
Be good to yourself and your kids during this holiday season.
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Be good to yourself and your kids during this holiday season.
Much love--- Scott