Why does pain have to hurt so deep? Why does love touch your skin so gently and entwine every fiber of your being? Why is it that on a clear day our minds are clouded with memories of yesterday?

I was clearing out yesterdays memories when I came across a box of thoughts of you. Inside were thoughts of you and and bottle of your scent. I sprayed it all over the house and there you were again. You sat on my lap and hugged me. We talked for hours in each others arms. I remembered that long snowy walk down main street when you wore my hat. Pulling you up so close and kissing your warm lips. I miss you baby. At times I am sad but mostly I'm just alone. I never thought I would miss you so much.

I've been sitting here smelling you in my memories. There is a calmness that passes over me just knowing that once I knew you. I still think that there was something more there for us but I guess that is all there will be. That is the best it will ever be but there will be more for me. I hope life has a better place for you.